cyanwater

a new beginning

2010-11-19T00:01:00.001+08:00

a brand new beginning for both

our paths will never meet

we could have taken an alternative route

mail

2010-11-18T23:55:00.005+08:00

i still remember the anonymous package in my mailbox

it was filled with curiosity and confusion

has the postman left the building

or have you forgotten my address

飞

2010-10-07T16:44:00.003+08:00

想飞却飞不高
是绳子绑得太紧
还是我有心无力

旧鞋子

2010-07-31T19:24:00.004+08:00

An old pair of shoes
Have they been moulded to your comfort
Or have you gotten used to the fit?

flowers

2010-04-02T23:24:00.002+08:00

love like flowers
beautiful when bloomed
withered over time

delicate

2010-02-15T18:08:00.002+08:00

easily shaken, easily swayed.

honeymoon

2009-06-18T16:38:00.011+08:00

I dreamt of our honeymoon
Of sea breeze and seagulls
You held me in your arms
So tightly like we were one
You whispered the familiar vows in my ears
And I knew I didn't have to fear
It was the end
A whole new beginning
It was but a dream
A dream that was promised

失望

2009-04-11T22:09:00.004+08:00

沒有期望，就不會失望。
站得越高，跌得越痛。

life in mono

2009-03-14T17:05:00.005+08:00

If only life is simplified
If only life is in black and white
If only there's no grey areas
If only there's a sign of life

valentines

2009-02-14T00:00:00.004+08:00

Is your love filled with flowers and balloons
And measured by kisses and affections?

kite

2009-02-05T00:28:00.005+08:00

I want to fly but I want to be tied.

don't toy with my feelings

2009-01-12T15:21:00.015+08:00

He loved her like how a kid cherishes his new toy.
He lost interest in her like how a kid gets bored with his old toy.
He neglected her like how a kid forgets his forsaken toy.

He has long left her on the shelf, unloved and undesired.
But she still treasures him like jewellery in her beloved musical box.

diamond is a girl's bestfriend

2009-01-03T11:49:00.006+08:00

She asked for the stars
He strove to give her the moon

Their love is priceless
Their love is fearless

If you are not blinded by diamonds
You are blinded by love

no parking

2008-12-23T13:17:00.009+08:00

There's no stopping
There's no end

I'm jaded
I'm blue

Will I be left behind
If I slow down and sigh

Will I be endangered
If I stop by and rest

are you coming home tonight

2008-12-19T12:20:00.000+08:00

Without you in sight
I've been sleepless for nights

I keep the light on
Until the day turns bright

Who's right
When there's a fight

faces

2008-08-10T13:30:00.003+08:00

Who are you today?
The jester or the jerk?

Life's like a movie
Keep acting, keep pretending

prayer

2008-05-26T01:06:00.003+08:00

Do you pray for health or wealth?
Or do you pray for wealth to treat your health?
Or health to enjoy your wealth?

Will your prayers be answered?
Or will you just find comfort?

jukebox

2008-04-03T14:46:00.008+08:00

Life is like a jukebox
Spinning a memory of tunes
Humming a repertoire of emotions

The never forgotten sad love song
The theme song that kick-starts your day
The classic that replays like a broken record

I was the hit song
Shelved in an old record
Faded into memories...

don't sail away

2008-02-17T17:56:00.003+08:00

The sun is about to set.
There is not much time left.

I wish I can stop you.
Stop you from leaving me.

Stay with me till dawn.
Don't sail away.

what life has in store?

2007-12-28T13:45:00.000+08:00

Tranquility under the hot sun?

A smooth journey ahead?

Freedom of speech?

Mountains of hopes?

Or a playground of emptiness?

one last dance

2007-12-18T11:33:00.000+08:00

Will you dance with me
For this one last time

Let me feel your breath
Your body against my breast

Relight the fire
And ease my desire

Make my heart race
As the music paces

Plant me the kiss
I'm so gonna miss

Let's dance till day breaks
Before my heart breaks

Dance with me
One last time

One last time
Just one last time

celebration

2007-12-05T12:03:00.001+08:00

Life is celebrated.

Over and over.

But I've forgotten, what I'm competing for.

070707

2007-07-07T21:28:00.000+08:00

many have decided today is the day.

many are still searching, trying or have long given up.

time

2007-03-14T11:56:00.000+08:00

My heartbeat races as the clock ticks.
Is time running out or am I slowing down?

will you?

2007-01-19T17:46:00.000+08:00

Every corner, every turn,

you smell familiarity,

you hear a little voice,

whispering for your return, pleading you to stay.

Will you leave your past behind, and move on with life?

Will you take this precious chance,

to light up the path ahead?

Will you?
Will you?

for her

2006-11-20T00:30:00.000+08:00

A hopeless romantic.
A sucker for sweet nothings.

You hunger for love,
like a kid for sweets.
You yearn to be touched,
like a deserted kitten.

You want to believe in love,
but you're too afraid.
Afraid of crying,
afraid of him lying.

You want to dream on,
and never took the chance.
You want to fantasize,
and never get to dance.

Till death do us part,
could it be just an empty promise?
For if happily ever after truly exists,
it wouldn't be called a fairy tale.

But no matter what,
there's always hope.
Only if you keep your heart open.
and not your eyes shut.

slient night

2006-10-27T15:30:00.000+08:00

Can you hear the piercing silence of the night?
Or the beating of your racing heart?

Do you fear the loneliness of the dark?
Or the madness of your replayed thoughts?

Have you cried yourself to sleep?
And use those tears to wash away your fears?

You pray that the night will be over.
But tomorrow is out of sight.

With the light in your hand,
you know you'll find your way out.

But you're jaded.
Too weak to move on.

sunset

2006-09-20T11:41:00.000+08:00

Amie hates the sunset although she has not seen it for the longest time. Traumatically beautiful. It is like the last supper. Sumptuous yet unappetizing. She has almost forgotten the smell of fresh air. Her hair, her clothes, her sheets, they all are stained with the stench of medicine. Counting down the days she has left to battle with life. She fears. And she does not want to live in fear anymore...

~the end~

drowning

2006-09-10T10:27:00.000+08:00

You can hardly see.
You can't move or think.
Like a helpless kitten,
thrown into the the vast ocean,
struggling to survive.

There's tears,
or is it just water?
You have no idea.
Maybe it doesn't matter anymore.

There's nothing to hold on to.
And you're not fighting for the last breath.
Your heart is weak.
And you wish you were dead.
But you're just drowning.
Deeper and deeper.
Into the world of the unknown.

exit

2006-08-31T23:34:00.000+08:00

Do you have a secret hiding place?
Where you seek solace and walk out of reality.
A quest for contentment,
leaving your worries and the familiarity behind.
Strangely, you never felt better.
Sneaking out...

stairway to hell

2006-06-29T21:35:00.000+08:00

You keep falling.
Falling.
Falling.
And falling.
You'll keep falling,
until you stand up.

the end

2006-06-27T18:05:00.000+08:00

Everything has its peak.

And everything has an end.

uncertainty

2006-06-15T12:46:00.000+08:00

Beyond everything beautiful lies uncertainty.
It could be a streak of danger.
It could be a glimpse of hope.
Don't give up on yourself. Never.

fallen angel

2006-06-14T15:40:00.000+08:00

Look up and you see a barren tree.
Look down and you see wilted leaves.

You might have fallen.
You might have been hurt.

But what's beyond the labyrinth
is the unlimited sky.

can you see your future?

2006-06-13T13:59:00.000+08:00

The sun has set but it'll rise again.
What bright future that lies ahead,
is still buried in the foggy night.

You want to manipulate reality.
You want to control your destiny.

But your brain stops,
when your eyes are shut.

what is love?

2005-09-12T16:18:00.000+08:00

Is it a journey when two walk hand in hand?
When no one else matters?
When nothing else matters?

If you let go of my hand, will I lose my way?
Or am I already lost, in love?

good old days

2005-07-04T11:11:00.000+08:00

Do you ever wish you could turn back time?
Back to the good old days?
Where there were only happy moments.
Where there were no regrets.
Where you look forward to another good old day...

take me home

2005-05-27T11:42:00.000+08:00

They say every door closes,

a new one opens.

But my shoes are worn. So am I.

Just take me home. Take me to where there's light.

escape to serenity

2005-04-27T14:59:00.000+08:00

You can run. You can escape.
But where can you hide?

what do you see?

2005-04-26T23:35:00.000+08:00

A beautiful day? Or a broken swing?

life is a mystery

2005-04-17T11:02:00.000+08:00

Life is a mystery.
You don't know what lies ahead.
You can be right. You can be wrong.
Just keep walking. Just keep breathing.
There's always light, at the end of the tunnel.

reverie

2005-04-16T14:46:00.000+08:00

Every kid has a dream.
Of what they want to be.
A doctor, a teacher or a pilot?
Superman, Spiderman or Batman?

Can I still dream when I can't get to sleep?
Or will my dream always be a reverie?

end of the road

2005-04-14T21:08:00.000+08:00

The waves swept across my feet gently,
inviting me to the world of unknown.
The world that will cleanse all my sins.
The world that will wash away all my sorrows.
Promise to walk with me,
till the end of the road.

what's on your mind?

2005-04-01T14:03:00.000+08:00

I wonder what was going through their minds on this sunny afternoon by this colourful beach.

Is life a beach? Or is the beach where people get away from a bitchy life?

I wish I could soar freely like the birds. And free what's on my mind...